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I want to do it all

I want to do it all | nathalie.ie

Man, those words up there from Sarah couldn’t feel more true. I feel like I know and value what’s important: looking after my health, family, friends, down time, dates, home-cooked meals, mellow, meditative mornings, early nights; thriving. And yet… I want to hit inbox zero at the end of the day. I want to conquer the task list. I want to brainstorm. I want to make each issue better than the one before. I want to maintain this blog, this totally personal space, free from deadlines, targets and stats.  I want to do it all. And yet… I pin to a board called ‘Day off daydream‘ and it’s just books and bed and tea and fancy socks. 

Ben and I keep meaning to make proper downtime. We’re nerds. We love chilling and tinkering on our laptops while listening to music. Or interrupting each other’s reading to call out funny/interesting/nerdy passages. Or drinking wine while eating nice cheese. But somehow, we end up packing way more things into the day than there are hours to do them. 

I do intend to do truly chill and enjoy a lil’ bit of dolce far niente. Just as soon as I finish this post. 

As my mum would say, my heart is in the right place. Now it’s just a case of waiting for the rest of me to catch up…



4 responses to “I want to do it all”

  1. I know that feeling! I just find it hard when you do take the downtime to actually relax and not feel the pangs of guilt! Need an off switch!

    1. An off switch (otherwise known as a holiday

  2. This is ringing all too true for us today. Good Friday and we’ve been lounging on the couch all morning; me on (Robert’s) laptop and Robert sitting beside me reading. I giggled and interrupted Robert from his reading to point out your perfect paragraph that sums us up on a weekly basis.

    We’re forever plugged in and multitasking and trying to make the most out of our time. I’ve been threatening to do some digital detoxing. Maybe next weekend 😉 xx

    1. Ah yes, “maybe next weekend” sums Ben and I up to a T, haha! Hope the extra couple of days this weekend have given you time for chilling (says she from her laptop….), x

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